Wednesday { 20:25 }

after thinking in many kind of ways, I decided to delete the post I written yesterday night after reading you comments. Those I written got right and wrong, which I can't really differentiate them.

Well, just hope darling don't repeat whatever containing the phrase "I can get bf anytime", really hurts me lot.

I know darling is an ego type of person, but this kind of sentence cannot be used to a bf right? since I am not those super bad kind of person and loves you all the time, without giving up on you.

I don't know why I can swallow all these, I don't want anything bad to happen between us, argument between us. You know my past, I know some of darling's also. Can't compare and don't bring past back to our current stages k.

I am hoping by doing these to get more care and love from darling, show me your love to me. Do something for me. I would happy to receive them. As person who loves you hope for some caring and loving as well. Don't treat me like any other bf your had previously, I am different. and I can say I threat you differently as well. I don't wanted to mention because will causes argument and disagreement. So I don't care about past.

We live on, not looking back.