Friday { 22:07 }




I never knew a heart could bleed so much
and still sustain life
When you left I thought that
I would bleed to death
But then one day
I met this incredible woman who
Not only loved me back but incredibly
She loved me first

As each day passed I found that
I missed you less
Until one day I didn't miss you at all
With impeccable timing you chose that day
To make your dramatic reappearance
Saying "The biggest mistake I ever made
was to let you go!"

Oh no. The biggest mistake that you ever made
Was to think that I would ever take you back.


You piss me off.
You always ingore me.
You leave me behind.
You never think once about me.
Your always so selfish.
Your always so mean.
Why are you always in a bad mood?
Im always pissed off at you.
Im always sad that your ingore me.
I hate it when you leave me behind.
I dont like it when you always think about you.
I despise that your so selfish.
I cant stand it that your so mean.
You put me in this bad mood.
Just for once understand me.
Just for one lisen to me.
Just for once dont piss me off.
Just for once dont be selfish.
Just for once dont leave me behind.
Just for once care about how I feel.
I just want this bad mood to be over with!




Because I’m up at night again poem

Fuck sleep poem

My emotions are outta control poem

My I just don’t give a fuck poem

You know that’s a lie poem

I wouldn’t be writing this poem

If I really didn’t give a shit poem

But obviously I care poem

I never knew indifference poem

So if this is hate, then this is my love poem

Because I’m so frustrated poem

My hand can’t stop scribbling poem

You may not comprehend poem

You ain’t even gotta like poem

You can kiss my ass poem

Talk about me tomorrow poem

I’ll be alright poem

Crabs in a barrel poem

You gets know love poem

Trying to understand life poem

Make sense of this poem

Tired of crying poem

But still wouldn’t change a thing poem

My trust poem

Even when you hurt me poem

My I’m sorry poem

Knowing I can’t be perfect poem

My this is who I am poem

Fuck changing for you poem

You can refer to line 16 poem

You won’t understand poem

Maybe I don’t understand poem

I’m just exhausted poem

Because I see the potential poem

Being wasted poem

This is my hearts poem

Cuz I’m bleeding poem

Cuz I’m feeling poem

Cuz that’s my ink poem

And this is me poem

So fuck you poem


Have you ever been in a bad mood which just makes you want to scream!

Imagine This
Can you imagine waking up on a beautiful day and spending 3 hrs getting pushed and prodded to get you showered and dressed?
Can you imagine sitting in a wheelchair, uncomfortable and paralysed?
Can you imagine the guilt you feel when you snarl and snap at the poor person doing their best to care for you?
Can you imagine how all the pain and frustration, the loneliness and unmet, unfulfilled desires descend into your mind?
When you can then,
Can you imagine how you hate yourself?