Tuesday { 14:49 }



I know how imperfect i am
for not making you happy all the time
for hurting your feelings so bad
and so did it hurt mine

coz ive made a mistake
and i hurt you so
but despite of everything
i still want you to know

im not built exactly like you want
i cant please you all the time
all i have is the simple me
how i wish you'd still be mine

and its already a fact
something you already know
i love you with all my heart
and im doing my best to let it show

it may not be all that clear to you
how much you mean to me
but stick around and wait a while
just stay and ill make you see

you are my light in the dark
when i cant see you guide my way
im lost without your love
please be here beside me,please stay

coz i am empty without you
without the one i desire
the one love i could never push away
please dont mistake me for a liar

i cant take being away from you
i dont want to be pushed away
i hope youd take me back
i hope it would be today

as others can








The stars calculated your exsistance.
but the sun calculated your heart.
Demanding freedom from experience.
and the time that we were apart.
I almost stopped breathing.
when i heard the demonic news.
That death was seeking.
Death was seeking you.
The time i saw your face.
It was not what i knew.
My heart was at a slower pace.
when i saw the sickening view.
I will never forget you.
and the minutes we spent.
will i be better and act normal soon?
never, never again.



Tell me why I should feel this way for you?
Am I just another one of is this true?
I don't want to be one of them,
I want to be the one for you.
You're playing these crazy games,
and baby I'm tired of playing.
I've played them long enough,
now its time for the truth.
I barely even know you,
but i believe that our love is true.
I've fallen for you,
everything that you say and do,
makes me fall in even more love with you.
Stop playing these games and come save me.
Every night I lie awake thinking of you.
Your words has captured my attention,
your past has got me wondering.
Are you really worth it?


The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
I will never forget the days we once had
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.


Your approval is not what I seek.
Just because I hang on your every

word, it doesn't mean that I'm weak.
I tell you that I love you, when I

think that you need to hear it,
but it doesn't mean that I own you

or you own me.
When you're in one of your moods,

I don't argue back at you because
I know that sometimes in a

relationship, you just have to let
it be.

I wear my emotions on my sleeve when
it concerns us, but I'm nobody's

fool.
I will give my love until it hurts,

that's my heart's sacred rule.
When the love that I give comes back

to me, in the form of heartaches
and pain.

When even on days with sunshine,
all I see is rain.

Before I cross that thin line
between love and hate,

I'll take my love away from you,
and save it for my real soul mate.



You cannot erase the past; you must let it go.

You cannot change yesterday; you must accept the lessons learned.

You cannot stop time or stand still in a world racing around in circles;

you must dance with the wind and sing with the songs that are playing.

Let whatever mistakes you have made remain in the shadows of times gone by,

and let love be the answer to the mysteries of life.